Tumblelog by Soup.io
Newer posts are loading.
You are at the newest post.
Click here to check if anything new just came in.

July 18 2014

surreality

tchotchkes

a kite
and five candles,
small tchotchkes
clustered together on a table -

a breath of nostalgia,
the scent of something green,
the wheel of seasons
spinning effortlessly in your head.

the cold metal bracelet
that now chafes your skin,
the eyeglasses with rims bent
and lenses loose,
the battered teddy bear
with half his stuffing
sprinkled amongst your childhood

to hold them,
cupped in a weary palm,
to cherish such tiny wonders -
to make them collectors
of dust, of wistfulness

possessing the power
to turn you back
to one emotion in time -
a most precise carousel
of meaning and expression.
Tags: poetry
surreality

eight tomes

eight tomes
of secrets,
drifting lazily
down the river;
fish nip at their
cracking spines
and paperthin pages -
a lifetime disseminated
into the roil
only memories left,0
echoing through seashells.
ravaged compilations
wash up on the beach,
sandcastles lovingly crafted
from their cold and
abandoned remnants.
Tags: poetry
surreality

fragile

a mere breath of suggestion
that breaks the fragile peace
so carefully constructed, piece by piece
glued together meticulously, painstakingly,
one-at-a-time with the utmost care

to hint at shattering it
with a clenched fist,
even a fist of benevolence
even a fist of possibility
is still too much to fathom,
to have to begin again
all the planning,
the weeks and weeks
for the cement to set

i hide like a turtle
in a ceramic shell,
on a dusty shelf
in a pottery shop
hoping I won't
be dropped.
Tags: poetry
surreality

doubt

a hot knife slid
between the ribs, tearing
the connective tissue, leaving
a scar - a skinny, red, raised
thing, flashing you back
to the stab, in slow-motion
as you nervously run
your fingers across it,
absent-mindedly considering
something else entirely
while the undercurrent
of memory pounds away
at your unconscious, unrelenting
in its barrage,
a tide that never goes out, a flicker
in the mirror -
spinning around to catch
it, you see only
the small sad figure
until you plunge your hands
in your pockets and
squinch your eyes shut, swimming
to shore like your life
depends on it, knowing
someday you must reach
the balmy warm sand, greeting
you in castles and dunes and
reprieve
Tags: poetry
surreality

the waking mind

the waking mind
recoils at the floating dream-fragments
adrift in the skull upon waking;
on occasion
it delights in the fancies
new and freshly imagined
a welcome paint-streak
across consciousness-

but more often
it runs amok;
frantically rearranging itself
to make sense of
these strangely constructed images
and contextless statements,
wondering why emotions -
in the file folders of years ago -
would fall to the floor now


a form of time-travel
that is disconcerting
more than it is interesting
or exciting -
simply an unwelcome reminder
dissolving too slowly
at eight-thirty a.m.
Tags: poetry
surreality
you are an engine
of unimaginable brilliance:
gears clicking and shifting,
springs tightening and pushing
a well-oiled machine
so intricately complex,
these millions of processes
humming away, skirting notice

these systems we do not
and cannot think about,
for there are so many -
each quietly sustaining
our breath, our heartbeat,
the light filtering through our eyes
we only notice
when one nostril stuffs up,
when we choke on a bite,
when we can't remember
where we left our keys again

but as a small solace
for those overwhelmed existentialists
gazing at their palms
adrift in an ocean of confusion
you are an engine
of unimaginable brilliance.
Tags: poetry
surreality

summer day

to float effervesecently
across the trees:
a hot air balloon
unhinged from its strings

weaving through clouds
and other airborne things

sharing the sky
with mosquitoes and bees
birds and airplanes
skating on the breeze

the sun beaming down
on dirty hair and scraped knees
colorful chalky lines
forming flowers and seas

a summer day tied up neat
makes a nice present for me.
Tags: poetry
surreality

how to begin

how to begin to spin
the pressure building inside of my head
into something i can knead and shape,
something more meaningful
than hurried back-and-forth signals,
traffic lights constantly changing
cycling through green-yellow-red
suns rapidly rising and setting

how to begin to spin
the hateful spew of news,
the words of murder and mayhem
streaming in from all sides
fires eating up the landscape,
children hiding from bombs
in tattered tents of hopes and dreams
smothered and burnt
within an hour, within minutes

how to begin to spin
the day-by-day drawl
the hours tapping away
at keyboards and screens,
the hours laboring
to pour cement, to hammer nails
the hours inserting needles
and taping up casts

how to begin to spin
the whole world
so overwhelming in its entirety
into something one mind
can capture, can hold
can understand
how to begin?
Tags: poetry
surreality

our challenge

to pause a breath
to think of every second
a miniscule change
an unseen alteration
triggering a radical departure
from the usual next few events
or perhaps nothing,
just a slight rustle
of last season's leaves
rotting in the gutter
contemplating the multifaceted
tree we live in,
branches opened to the sky,
roots coiled around
some belief we hold hidden
in our hearts
from the poisonous fungus
of cause-effect and change

to uproot, to transplant
moving so drastically
without withering

is our challenge
Tags: poetry
surreality

sandcastles

there is nothing more punishing
than that piece inside of you
twisting and turning
everything you do,
everything you think
into grains of sand
rushing through a sieve
into the ocean
of insignificance.

frantically building
sandcastle after sandcastle
before the tide comes in,
hurriedly slapping together
the damp and salty clay
as children watch curiously,
slowly shaping something
smaller, not bothered by
the continual eroding
of their creations.

a symbol shining ephemeral
not meant to be anything more
the unique panic
of memento mori

one day i will toss it into the sea,
skipping it across the waves
like a smooth rock.
Tags: poetry

March 29 2014

surreality

earth

the soles of feet
clapping on pavement

birds make Vs in the sky,
crickets make noise at night,
automobiles trundle down highways
puffing exhaust, honking at geese

the moon
waxes and wanes,
pulling the tide in
and pushing it back out

the heartbeat of the earth
underneath
innocuous feet
Tags: poetry

March 13 2014

surreality

precipitation

spinning cylindrically
in the drippy-droppy rain
all the desires
of a scraggly dog
lifting its leg to pee,
of a child in rubber boots
crying from the cold,
of the irritated commuter
giving up on his inside-out umbrella

the strange clarity
of precipitation,
rain or snow or sleet,
the pathos that settles
on thatched huts
and mansions alike,
the puddles left in its wake,
the snowmen's crooked arms

the peculiarity
that is banished
from those hot summer days,
with noisy sprinklers churning,
rickety fans spinning the air

this transparent puzzle piece
that defies description
and erases explanation

wrapped up tight
in a coffeehouse window,
snaking itself around
a hot chocolate,
settling silently
on a snowbank.
Tags: poetry
surreality

moment

that moment
with the windshield wipers
setting the pace,
slowly wiping away
the cold and insistent rain,
the warmth from vents
caressing your toes,
the blurred streetlights
and traffic lights
all the green yellow red
muted tones slipping into
your mind, coasting along
your average yellow-striped road
what hides in there
searching for a home?
what hesitates to ask
its calmed and content mind
about 'something more',
about a change in tracks
about taking the left instead of the right
just to see where it goes
what lurks and lurks
and waits for the moment
when you're lulled into security
to disrupt you, to discomfort you
to leave you feeling
a certain vague disappointment
oft forgot after a minute
what intrusion
can we cherish
and which can we discard?

the muted streetlights
have no answer.
Tags: poetry
surreality

tornado

you want me to write
in a style like sunshine,
in a style like birds
with little clipped wings, hopping in the grass

the clouds bunch perfectly
in tight little puffs
scooting across the sky

small children see
boats, horses, and ducks,
green grass growing
with fresh vigor,
dandelions dotting the landscape

it cannot be this,
it cannot even be
the angry storm
with punctuating thunder
that follows quicksilver bolts of lightning
or the blanket of rain
each drop perfectly formed

more like a tornado
that demolishes
the perfect barn,
painted bright red
but skips over
the rustbucket one-story,
whose gutters dangle
like the lazy legs of a cat

it is that unsteady moment after,
the fractured peace
when you pick up the splintered wood pieces
still looking warily over your shoulder
for another funnel cloud
Tags: poetry

March 06 2014

surreality

yellowtape house

a mile of yellowtape house
wrapped up and glistening in gold
sparks of meadow, the sheen of the sun
the rabbit that runs, the rabbit that hides
quivering in the shadow of sunset,
the stalk of grain in its mouth
soaking up saliva

predator, prey
pick an angle
pick a lens:
a way to view
each storm window
each broken gutter

each stalk of corn
moonlight hitting the hills
a fresh kill, a fresh thought

the image painted in a picture
the image painted in a photo

miles and miles of yellowtape house
miles and miles of punch-tape sun
set in a humble story
by a second grader
nervously chewing his pencil
and eyeing the clock
for the release
of recess.
Tags: poetry

February 28 2014

surreality

nine to five

if i can spit out one thing
from the gasping squeezing wrenching
compressing twisting
force of existence
if i can make it to the top
still breathing,
if i can dive under
and make it up again,
if those two days
can make it worth five
somehow swimming
still, somehow
breathing still
somehow still
making sense
when i craft words
then i suppose
i made it through the day
Tags: poetry
surreality

mailbox

digging through the mailbox of unfortunate ends
climbing walls the loop back onto each other
the mobius strip of boredom
the mobius strip of pain
the mobius strip of what is tomorrow,
what can my squinting blurry eyes see,
what curtains should i peel apart
and gaze into, across abysses yawning with doubt,
across oceans of uncertainty,
the starfishes of probability popping in and out,
the sharks that pray on the weak,
the beautiful and the dead
eight different paths
and only one walking stick,
nine different skies
and only one plane.
Tags: poetry
surreality

cycles

the loneliness of looking through
a single window
hours on end
a rat on its wheel
running and running
to the same static place
nestled in cedar
the relentless sisyphean ordeal
of each human shuffling along,
each body inhaling and exhaling,
each waking-up, each going-to-sleep
to hammer out an origin
in each and every step,
to draw aside the curtains of monotony,
the repetition of the hours
to find a simple joy
in endless routines,
spiraling into centuries,
the minute-by-minute
day-by-day
century-by-century
struggle
of all life.
Tags: poetry
surreality

winterbeast

this is not
the calm of winter
a streak of sunshine
across a snowy landscape

but it is pretty look at:
tree branches with snow spread on,
clean streets blocked in by feet
of soft white rain packed tight

running in rivulets
down into the sewers,
icicles sliding down from roofs
and catching themselves short
before falling

winter is a beast
and to believe it calm
is simply an illusion:
the day after
cleans itself up
for better viewing.

it is no use
defending it:
for the chaos hides
in every season.
Tags: poetry
surreality

time

combing through a decade
on your way to the beach

scrubbing walls
as you deconstruct
the war of 1812

time in a spinning circle,
time in straight lines,
time in inconsistent geometric patterns

time as a myth
a story to tell children at night
a system to rail against
in the throes of misery

the grains in an hourglass
slipping and sliding
or falling gently
in exaggerated descent

but always running, running faster
dreading when
time nips at your ankles,
time arrives,
a multifaceted beast
with no subtlety.
Tags: poetry
Older posts are this way If this message doesn't go away, click anywhere on the page to continue loading posts.
Could not load more posts
Maybe Soup is currently being updated? I'll try again automatically in a few seconds...
Just a second, loading more posts...
You've reached the end.